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Name's CAre for short. Colours White, lavendar, Pink
are my faves. Wants to slim down like last time as the picture above. And, i idolise 终极三国 and 下一站 幸福 show. Stay Cheerful Happy for all times.
Me n my bb had been together for 3months liao. Can say after Boon which my 2years relationship, this relationship considered quite long liao. And i have to say. I really love him. Although he have no time to accompany me but i know i have to be a understanding gf. He need to work and studies, it is already very stressed and xingu. If i not understanding and keep making noise about it. It sure add on to his stress. I don want to see him unhappy. I am ok with it as i got abit navive thinking which is. .. erm. If next time we get married, we could see each other everyday. So right now. We better don see each other so often in case he feel sianz of me.. haha. Actually i quite bothered about some thing.
Yesterday i used my BB handphone, and i accidently saw he got a blog which is wxxxxlovemxxxx blog. Because our hp is low batt and he is around, so i cant read much of the content in the blog as i worry he will think i spot checking him. After i get back home, i went to read the blog. From the blog, i feel sad, jealous and envy.Sad that i feel he still cant get over HER (M),as he keep talking about her and keep looking at the blog. Jealous is because M Still own abit of my BB heart, Envy because my BB love her alot. I feel my BB love her more than he love me.
Anyway is ok. BB with her so long, he need times to forget. I must be patient, give him time to get over it and I will try my best to win my BB whole heart . Jiayou, Sock Hwa.
Hope me and my bb relationship can last long and hope he can forget Mandy soon. i will try my very best to be a very good and understanding gf. I want my BB to be a fortunate guy in this world or maybe hope i can a best and the last girlfriend which he never had before.
Today is my last day working in Tye Soon. If anyone ask me am i sad or bear to leave Tye Soon, I will say No. Tye soon which i had been working for very long time. 4 years . And i am ver familiar with this place, this area and even the coffeeshop ppl which beside the office. And of it , i don bear with the colleagues, good customers and supplier and especially my good GM Ritchie. He just like a father to me. Care for me, teach me alot of thing in life or at work, teach me drink and eat good food in restuarant.And my biggest guilty of leaving Tye Soon is i let him down. Sorry Ritchie.
I had been thinking of resigning since something happen on OCT in my company. Because it is a confidental matter, so i cant write here. But my senior Zaini told me to stay on, ask now lesser job to do and more relax. Plus bonus is on the way in January. And i think, I still many things to learn from Zaini and bonus is my these few months effort money. I should stay on and see how. But unfortunately Zaini resign in Dec and my Big Boss promise us he wil hire one helper or Salesman to help us.
After 4 months, still the same. And my workload getting heavier, and climbing up and down of the stairs to takes goods become tiring and sickening task to me and management problem make my heart in Tye Soon start to fly away. I am sick of my job and my life. And i am very thankful as since after i know my bb and till together with him , he keep giving me mortal support. And plus Cong and Tom (my spare parts friend)keep hearing my grumbling about work and keep couraging me to bear with it , I will hang on till now. But think of my job prospect, future and my dress and skirts going to get mouldy as i did wear it for a very long time. I finally make up my mind to get a job and resign.
Finding job is not easy. As i keep going to many interviews and none of them success. Sigh.. And my working attitude towards tye soon getting poorer, feeling very stress. And i often hide at corner crying. But with my BB and friends support, I tell myself i cannot give up. I must keep trying for interviee. I believe i will get a job soon de.
Amd finally on 28 March, I got a job, a sales coordinator job in Marine line. The korean boss hired me on the spot. and i feel very happy and feel like rushing home to type the resign letter.
My BB also feel very happy for me as he know i am happy. He know i will not upset and stress about work soon. I really very appreciate all these times, my BB always stand by side , share joy,sorrow and happiness with me.So many years, i really never met someone who is so caring and nice to me. Weide who is my BB is the one who i really feel his caring n love towards from him. Thanks my dear.
I feel very happy yet i feel very vexed as i don know how to tell Ritchie about it. On that night, i cant sleep. i feel very scare of telling ritchie i want to resign and i feel very guilty about it. And in the end i face it on the next day and within this one month notice i went alot of so called " interview" with Ritchie, my boss's son KO and my HR and finally i still say no to staying in tye soon even i got many "good" offers.
Sometimes when a person is leaving or the heart is died, you tried to save back and is too late..
Reaching the last week of working, BT Lim treat me farewell dinner and i called Ping Pong and Ritchie along. And Ritchie Say he never blame me as he know what the reason i want to resign. He even say sorry to me as he cant help me much when i got difficultes. After i heard this, my tears wanted to drop but i stopped it. And this words from Ritchie ,
helps me put the heavy stone in my heart as i always tot he will feel sad and disappointed with me.
He, Ping pong and BT lim wish me all the best for my new job and they say if every time i feel thirsty, i can look for them for drinks. So touching hor..
Today is my last day and Bob the angry bird is on leave today. I have no chance to say good bye to him. Or maybe he scare he will cry on my last day. hahaha
I am very forward to my new job and wish Tye Soon will hire people and solve their management system soon.
I feel very guilty to Ah bob, Ah Tay and lao Seng,as my leaving will increase their workload. deep inside my heart, i want to say I am very sorry. And you all are my best colleagues in this world. I will never forget you all.
Good bye and take care. Work do as much as you all can and dont stress too much.
Finally...........
Written at Friday, February 10, 2012 | back to top
Today i finally got a bf.. don know after so many years haha. Too bad is we are not together on Valentine day. Is 4days before Valentine day but is ok. Date is not important, the most important is hope he is a right guy for me. And hope he will not treat me the same as my ex bf did.. I remember i meet him today and i heard this song 没那麼简单. I feel the lyrics is very meaningful. I will remember this song. Really. 爱没那麼简单. Weide.. I want to be with you forever.
Written at Saturday, November 26, 2011 | back to top
Liking Amos and waiting quietly for hi, had been a habit of for many months. We had 2 months never meet n msg him hardly reply. I keep endure with it . Keep telling myself I have to trust him. Even he gt gf or married, I don wan to know. I just want to know he is single. Yup. I just want to lie to myself. I don want to know the truth. But Saturday I msg him for the whole day, yet no reply for him for the whole day. The sad thing is his last seen in whatsapp shows that he had reply or SMS to ppl. why he don reply? Is it we have nothing to talk? Or I send too Bo Liao msg? Or maybe he meeting his gf so cant reply me? Busy is nt excuse. Where gt ppl weekend is busier than weekdays. Should i really 趁早 give up?
I thought my weight is 61kg i can slowly reach 60kg but instead it drop it had become 63kg back. Very Sad. But all have to blame myself. As i had stopped going gym and keep eating and eating. I feel that i very greedy. Like to eat too like japanese food. Always go resturant and eat till i broke.
I saw my bank statement .. more sad ... i every month spend $95.23 on California Gym member yet i rarely go. Now i cant sleep anymore. I cant waste my money and my youth anymore. I have to slim and go exercising. I want to reach 60KG by end of this month or maybe hope to reach 58Kg by august,
Slim down. Slim down. Slim down.
This month i broke also. As i spend money on paying credit card bills. Think i must save money on eating in order to survive in this month. It is a very long months. SO can save as much as i can or eat as little as i can n smoke as little as i can.I will try to buy Ham and Bread. Every morning bring my own breakfast can save some money. And at night i try my very hard dont eat. Either eat bread with ham or i drink cereal. Like that i guess i can save alot. LOL.. Can control diet n slim down plus save money.
I will try to go gym 5 days in a week. in order is not to waste my member on membership. This also one stone kills two birds. As i wont waste money on gym and kill my time since i got so MUCH TO DO.
Monday------------- exercise on my own Tuesday------------ Pilates class Wednesday---------- Body Jam class Thursday----------- exercise on my own Friday------------- Belly dance Saturday----------- RESting day Sunday------------- Hopefully can go body balance and body combat in the morning
PlEASE DEAR CAROL... PLEASE FOLLOW YOUR PLAN. DON GIVE UP. OK!
Guess where I am now? The place the most I don like to go.
It is esplande .. This place contains the saddest memories in my life.
I remember last time I always work here and I know my ex bf at here. We start from watching movie kung fu at Marina square but the place my heart ask me to end my love for him is esplanade .
B break with me at first he said he can't stand me and feel me and him together Is just like a schedule. Like a schedule we have to follow everydAy. But I never believe it coz my six sense told me there must be something to do with her. But one day I was esplanade with my frenz and we will sitting in front of the Thai express there. And I saw B and her is holding hand walkIng. I always hope my six senses tell me the wrong things buy end up. Haha.. I can say my "wish" came true. And then i know why B want to break up with me.
The sad thing is not because I know the truth. The sad thing is when they saw me they just run away like seeing a ghost. My frenz chase after them and B say they buy things n come back. end up they faster take bus and run home. Am I look so scary and scare I eat them? I just want an explanation. I am so weak and soft . He scare I will slap his dear? No right?
and that time the girl keep bringing B to esplanade and show off to me. Do they think of my feeling? Even my birthday I had suffered heart pain because my heart wound is nt heal as we just broke up two weeks ago and have to force myself not cry because of seeing them together. and his red colour addidas jacket i used to wear but it become wear by her. Because we always listen to jay Chou 黑色毛衣 and the jacket had become our past. Whenever I hear the song I will feel emo. Is it just a thorn song which thorn into my heart automatically.
I know many years had gone . I should get over by now. I did get over. But 黑色毛衣 and the image when I saw them and the point of time they faster run will always buried inside my heart.
I wonder when I can buried out all this sad memories?
Today morning came a stingy customer which all my colleagues hate him only I do his business.. But afternoon came a good customer. Coz he give part number and never bargain for price. But unfortunate I got alot of stock no stock as my warehouse no time to unpack the container. Haiz. What to do one person work 2 person job. Understandable.
Instead asking customer to go our neighbor . I ask them to go gallop. Coz I think goldenlink is moving so no point give them business , they going to be the history very soon. somemore cong told me don depend on them too much. We must learn to not rely On them . The customer is not bad got part number and don bargain for price. But too many parts no stock and he need it by today so I help him call gallop.
I know ask customer to go gallop is a wrong things to do.but the customer wan it by today what to do.. even we take from other shop also troublesome.
Is alright ba. Just like one piece cake we cant finish. If we too full and we still insisted to eat. End up we will too full and vomite out.Why not share with others? Gallop is nice as when our epc is hanging they are the one who willing to help us check.When i don know anything i can will ask Yi Cong. Yi cong will teach. Well can say we are friend ma. I also see the customer is quite a nice customer and gallop wont chop customer. So is safe to intro him to Gallop.
Although E and Gallop got conflicts i really hope they will revolve their cinflict soon. And hope we and gallop will always be friend forever.
Moles
Moles and what they say about you
The Chinese Almanac, also known as the Tung Shu, is
commonly known as a book of auspicious and inauspicious dates, but there
is so much more to the Tung Shu than that. It is a vast mine of
information relating to astrology, codes and symbols, derived by the
wise sages and philosophers of ancient China. In this issue, we bring to
you the secrets from the almanac regarding moles on your face and what
they mean depending on which part of your face they appear.
First, check your face for any moles, and then look at
the diagram above to identify the number(s) that are a closest match to
the moles on your face. Usually, the moles only hold meaning for you if
they are prominent and they are the only one. If your face if full of
spots, acne or "little" moles, they do not count. When you've
ascertained which position corresponds to the mole on your face, look up
the meanings listed by numbers below.
Position 1 to 3
As a child, you are somewhat rebellious and a free
spirit. You have an innate creativity and work best when you are given a
free hand. Generally, your superiors like your avante garde approach to
life. If you have a mole here, you are far better off in business and
being your own boss rather than working for somebody. What is promising
is that you have the luck to be your own boss.
Position 4
You are an impulsive person, often acting with a
flamboyance that gives you charisma and a sparkling personality, but you
can be difficult when there are too many opinions. You tend to be rather
rgumentative, but never to the point of holding grudges. This mole
tends to give you an explosive temper and should you decide to remove
it, you will find yourself becoming calmer and more at peace with the
world.
Position 5
A mole above the eyebrow indicates that there is wealth
luck in your life, but you will need to earn it and work harder than
most people. All the income you make must be carefully kept as there are
people who are jealous of you who might attempt to sweet talk you into
parting with your wealth. Be wary of those who try to interest you in
get-rich-quick schemes. If you have a mole here, it is advisable not to
be too trusting of others. Follow your instincts and be cautious. And
never allow other people to control your finances.
Position 6
A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill
as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and
success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully
realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional
means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.
Position 7
Moles under the eyebrows indicate arguments within the
extended family that cause you grief and unhappiness. This will affect
your work and livelihood. It is advisable to settle any differences you
have with your relatives if you want peace of mind to move ahead.
Position 8
This is not a very good position for a mole. Your
financial position will constantly be under strain because of a tendency
to overspend. You also have a penchant for gambling. The only thing is
you must know when to stop. Meanwhile, someone with a mole here has a
tendency to flirt with members of the opposite sex as well as with the
same sex. Better be a little discerning where you exert your charms, or
you might get into trouble.
Position 9
This mole position suggests sexual and other problems.
It is an unfortunate mole and you are well advised to get rid of it. It
brings a litany of woes and a parade of problems.
Position 10
A mole here just under the nose indicates excellent
descendants luck. You are surrounded by family at all times and will
have many children and grandchildren. You have the support of those
close to you and will be both materially and emotionally fulfilled.
Position 11
Moles here suggest a tendency to succumb to illness. It
is a good idea to have this mole removed especially if it is a large,
dark-coloured mole. Otherwise use lots of foundation to cover it.
Position 12
A mole here foretells a successful but also a very
balanced life. You are likely to be not just rich, but famous as well.
But although you have every opportunity to live the high life, you will
have a satisfying home and family life as well. Women with moles here
are particularly lucky and tend to be beautiful and glamourous as well.
Position 13
Your children will be a big worry in your life. Your
relationship with them is not good. There is nothing much you can do
about this except to learn some tolerance.
Position 14
A mole here suggests a vulnerability to food which can
be a big problem in your life. You may have allergies against certain
foods or you may simply be eating too much.
Position 15
You are a person always on the move and constantly
renovating and redesigning your house. You like to be introduced to new
things and see new places. You are not happy if you remain in one place
for long. You enjoy travel and adventure, and have a very observant eye.
Position 16
You need to be careful when it comes to eating, and also
when it comes to your sex life. These are your two biggest problems. You
tend to have weight issues which can make you depressed. You enjoy
romance, sometimes with more than one person, but because you are a
person with some morality, you will feel guilty about it and this will
cause you much stress.
Position 17
You will be someone of great social prominence. You are
active on the social scene and an excellent conversationalist. There is
a tendency to become bigheaded about your success, which could lose you
your good name. This will affect you deeply because you draw your
confidence and self worth from what others think of you.
Position 18
You are a person always on the move. There is a great
deal of overseas travel in your life, but you should take extra care
each time you cross the great waters, as your mole prefers you to stay
at home.
Position 19
You have money luck and many good friends, so this is a
good mole to have. Your weakness is that you tend to succumb to the
charms of the opposite sex. In your life, it is this that could get you
into hot water, so do cool your ardour!
Position 20
A mole here can be very lucky or very unlucky. If you
have a mole here, you are destined either for extreme fame or infamy.
You have great flair for creativity and are also highly intelligent, but
your talents can be used for both good and bad. You are not a person to
be trifled with for you are no pushover and do not forgive and forget
easily. This mole is a mark of someone who will go down in history
either as a great or as a tyrant.
Position 21
This is a good mole, as it suggests plenty to eat and
drink throughout your life. This mole also brings fame and recognition.
Position 22
Your life is always happy and things go smoothly for
you. You could well become a sports superstar if you have the passion
for it. Moles at the end of eyebrows also suggest a person of authority
and power, so if you are the CEO of a company, you will do very well.
Position 23
You have a high IQ, and you are both brain smart and
street smart. You have a highly-developed survival instinct and will
lead a meaningful and long life. You will be active until a very old age
and will have friends and family around you till the very end.
Position 24
You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and
you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people
with moles here tend to have a harderlife as they get older.
Position 25
You will enjoy good prosperity and recognition luck, but
do be careful of excesses. Stay traditional in your attitudes and you
will have a long and fruitful life.(See attached file: image001.jpg)
Me n my bb had been together for 3months liao. Can say after Boon which my 2years relationship, this relationship considered quite long liao. And i have to say. I really love him. Although he have no time to accompany me but i know i have to be a understanding gf. He need to work and studies, it is already very stressed and xingu. If i not understanding and keep making noise about it. It sure add on to his stress. I don want to see him unhappy. I am ok with it as i got abit navive thinking which is. .. erm. If next time we get married, we could see each other everyday. So right now. We better don see each other so often in case he feel sianz of me.. haha. Actually i quite bothered about some thing.
Yesterday i used my BB handphone, and i accidently saw he got a blog which is wxxxxlovemxxxx blog. Because our hp is low batt and he is around, so i cant read much of the content in the blog as i worry he will think i spot checking him. After i get back home, i went to read the blog. From the blog, i feel sad, jealous and envy.Sad that i feel he still cant get over HER (M),as he keep talking about her and keep looking at the blog. Jealous is because M Still own abit of my BB heart, Envy because my BB love her alot. I feel my BB love her more than he love me.
Anyway is ok. BB with her so long, he need times to forget. I must be patient, give him time to get over it and I will try my best to win my BB whole heart . Jiayou, Sock Hwa.
Hope me and my bb relationship can last long and hope he can forget Mandy soon. i will try my very best to be a very good and understanding gf. I want my BB to be a fortunate guy in this world or maybe hope i can a best and the last girlfriend which he never had before.
Today is my last day working in Tye Soon. If anyone ask me am i sad or bear to leave Tye Soon, I will say No. Tye soon which i had been working for very long time. 4 years . And i am ver familiar with this place, this area and even the coffeeshop ppl which beside the office. And of it , i don bear with the colleagues, good customers and supplier and especially my good GM Ritchie. He just like a father to me. Care for me, teach me alot of thing in life or at work, teach me drink and eat good food in restuarant.And my biggest guilty of leaving Tye Soon is i let him down. Sorry Ritchie.
I had been thinking of resigning since something happen on OCT in my company. Because it is a confidental matter, so i cant write here. But my senior Zaini told me to stay on, ask now lesser job to do and more relax. Plus bonus is on the way in January. And i think, I still many things to learn from Zaini and bonus is my these few months effort money. I should stay on and see how. But unfortunately Zaini resign in Dec and my Big Boss promise us he wil hire one helper or Salesman to help us.
After 4 months, still the same. And my workload getting heavier, and climbing up and down of the stairs to takes goods become tiring and sickening task to me and management problem make my heart in Tye Soon start to fly away. I am sick of my job and my life. And i am very thankful as since after i know my bb and till together with him , he keep giving me mortal support. And plus Cong and Tom (my spare parts friend)keep hearing my grumbling about work and keep couraging me to bear with it , I will hang on till now. But think of my job prospect, future and my dress and skirts going to get mouldy as i did wear it for a very long time. I finally make up my mind to get a job and resign.
Finding job is not easy. As i keep going to many interviews and none of them success. Sigh.. And my working attitude towards tye soon getting poorer, feeling very stress. And i often hide at corner crying. But with my BB and friends support, I tell myself i cannot give up. I must keep trying for interviee. I believe i will get a job soon de.
Amd finally on 28 March, I got a job, a sales coordinator job in Marine line. The korean boss hired me on the spot. and i feel very happy and feel like rushing home to type the resign letter.
My BB also feel very happy for me as he know i am happy. He know i will not upset and stress about work soon. I really very appreciate all these times, my BB always stand by side , share joy,sorrow and happiness with me.So many years, i really never met someone who is so caring and nice to me. Weide who is my BB is the one who i really feel his caring n love towards from him. Thanks my dear.
I feel very happy yet i feel very vexed as i don know how to tell Ritchie about it. On that night, i cant sleep. i feel very scare of telling ritchie i want to resign and i feel very guilty about it. And in the end i face it on the next day and within this one month notice i went alot of so called " interview" with Ritchie, my boss's son KO and my HR and finally i still say no to staying in tye soon even i got many "good" offers.
Sometimes when a person is leaving or the heart is died, you tried to save back and is too late..
Reaching the last week of working, BT Lim treat me farewell dinner and i called Ping Pong and Ritchie along. And Ritchie Say he never blame me as he know what the reason i want to resign. He even say sorry to me as he cant help me much when i got difficultes. After i heard this, my tears wanted to drop but i stopped it. And this words from Ritchie ,
helps me put the heavy stone in my heart as i always tot he will feel sad and disappointed with me.
He, Ping pong and BT lim wish me all the best for my new job and they say if every time i feel thirsty, i can look for them for drinks. So touching hor..
Today is my last day and Bob the angry bird is on leave today. I have no chance to say good bye to him. Or maybe he scare he will cry on my last day. hahaha
I am very forward to my new job and wish Tye Soon will hire people and solve their management system soon.
I feel very guilty to Ah bob, Ah Tay and lao Seng,as my leaving will increase their workload. deep inside my heart, i want to say I am very sorry. And you all are my best colleagues in this world. I will never forget you all.
Good bye and take care. Work do as much as you all can and dont stress too much.
Finally...........
Written at Friday, February 10, 2012 | back to top
Today i finally got a bf.. don know after so many years haha. Too bad is we are not together on Valentine day. Is 4days before Valentine day but is ok. Date is not important, the most important is hope he is a right guy for me. And hope he will not treat me the same as my ex bf did.. I remember i meet him today and i heard this song 没那麼简单. I feel the lyrics is very meaningful. I will remember this song. Really. 爱没那麼简单. Weide.. I want to be with you forever.
Written at Saturday, November 26, 2011 | back to top
Liking Amos and waiting quietly for hi, had been a habit of for many months. We had 2 months never meet n msg him hardly reply. I keep endure with it . Keep telling myself I have to trust him. Even he gt gf or married, I don wan to know. I just want to know he is single. Yup. I just want to lie to myself. I don want to know the truth. But Saturday I msg him for the whole day, yet no reply for him for the whole day. The sad thing is his last seen in whatsapp shows that he had reply or SMS to ppl. why he don reply? Is it we have nothing to talk? Or I send too Bo Liao msg? Or maybe he meeting his gf so cant reply me? Busy is nt excuse. Where gt ppl weekend is busier than weekdays. Should i really 趁早 give up?
I thought my weight is 61kg i can slowly reach 60kg but instead it drop it had become 63kg back. Very Sad. But all have to blame myself. As i had stopped going gym and keep eating and eating. I feel that i very greedy. Like to eat too like japanese food. Always go resturant and eat till i broke.
I saw my bank statement .. more sad ... i every month spend $95.23 on California Gym member yet i rarely go. Now i cant sleep anymore. I cant waste my money and my youth anymore. I have to slim and go exercising. I want to reach 60KG by end of this month or maybe hope to reach 58Kg by august,
Slim down. Slim down. Slim down.
This month i broke also. As i spend money on paying credit card bills. Think i must save money on eating in order to survive in this month. It is a very long months. SO can save as much as i can or eat as little as i can n smoke as little as i can.I will try to buy Ham and Bread. Every morning bring my own breakfast can save some money. And at night i try my very hard dont eat. Either eat bread with ham or i drink cereal. Like that i guess i can save alot. LOL.. Can control diet n slim down plus save money.
I will try to go gym 5 days in a week. in order is not to waste my member on membership. This also one stone kills two birds. As i wont waste money on gym and kill my time since i got so MUCH TO DO.
Monday------------- exercise on my own Tuesday------------ Pilates class Wednesday---------- Body Jam class Thursday----------- exercise on my own Friday------------- Belly dance Saturday----------- RESting day Sunday------------- Hopefully can go body balance and body combat in the morning
PlEASE DEAR CAROL... PLEASE FOLLOW YOUR PLAN. DON GIVE UP. OK!
Guess where I am now? The place the most I don like to go.
It is esplande .. This place contains the saddest memories in my life.
I remember last time I always work here and I know my ex bf at here. We start from watching movie kung fu at Marina square but the place my heart ask me to end my love for him is esplanade .
B break with me at first he said he can't stand me and feel me and him together Is just like a schedule. Like a schedule we have to follow everydAy. But I never believe it coz my six sense told me there must be something to do with her. But one day I was esplanade with my frenz and we will sitting in front of the Thai express there. And I saw B and her is holding hand walkIng. I always hope my six senses tell me the wrong things buy end up. Haha.. I can say my "wish" came true. And then i know why B want to break up with me.
The sad thing is not because I know the truth. The sad thing is when they saw me they just run away like seeing a ghost. My frenz chase after them and B say they buy things n come back. end up they faster take bus and run home. Am I look so scary and scare I eat them? I just want an explanation. I am so weak and soft . He scare I will slap his dear? No right?
and that time the girl keep bringing B to esplanade and show off to me. Do they think of my feeling? Even my birthday I had suffered heart pain because my heart wound is nt heal as we just broke up two weeks ago and have to force myself not cry because of seeing them together. and his red colour addidas jacket i used to wear but it become wear by her. Because we always listen to jay Chou 黑色毛衣 and the jacket had become our past. Whenever I hear the song I will feel emo. Is it just a thorn song which thorn into my heart automatically.
I know many years had gone . I should get over by now. I did get over. But 黑色毛衣 and the image when I saw them and the point of time they faster run will always buried inside my heart.
I wonder when I can buried out all this sad memories?
Today morning came a stingy customer which all my colleagues hate him only I do his business.. But afternoon came a good customer. Coz he give part number and never bargain for price. But unfortunate I got alot of stock no stock as my warehouse no time to unpack the container. Haiz. What to do one person work 2 person job. Understandable.
Instead asking customer to go our neighbor . I ask them to go gallop. Coz I think goldenlink is moving so no point give them business , they going to be the history very soon. somemore cong told me don depend on them too much. We must learn to not rely On them . The customer is not bad got part number and don bargain for price. But too many parts no stock and he need it by today so I help him call gallop.
I know ask customer to go gallop is a wrong things to do.but the customer wan it by today what to do.. even we take from other shop also troublesome.
Is alright ba. Just like one piece cake we cant finish. If we too full and we still insisted to eat. End up we will too full and vomite out.Why not share with others? Gallop is nice as when our epc is hanging they are the one who willing to help us check.When i don know anything i can will ask Yi Cong. Yi cong will teach. Well can say we are friend ma. I also see the customer is quite a nice customer and gallop wont chop customer. So is safe to intro him to Gallop.
Although E and Gallop got conflicts i really hope they will revolve their cinflict soon. And hope we and gallop will always be friend forever.
About Me
Carol Lim =D also known as Lim Sock Hwa
A song sings Oh! Carol, I am but a fool.
yes i am fool indeed.. LOL
I don't like to put make up unless it is very very special occasion ..
I don dress up so much as my work require me to wear pants n carry goods..
I just want to be who I am.. Makeup is just a fake mask to me n I don wish to live behind the fake mask.. I believe in natural beauty
* I'm quiet with people I don't know well, but extremely noisy with people I know.
* I like to make lame jokes
* I talk rubbish most of the time.
* I'm serious when needed.
* a good listener.
* I observe everything happening around me.
* I think a lot.
* I'm a bit sensitive.
* I'm quite a perfectionist, I'm a Virgo!
* I love to sing though my voice cannot make it!
* i want to know more ppl who can chat and lame with
The picture below is me with a thick mask.. Kekekeke
Carol "Bird-day"16 SEPT is rememberedHoroscope is Virgo
is still waiting for the right one to appear.
I had been hurt for many times
And (I've) overrule the good in love.
It's not complicated
with single life
Although love is very beautiful
(you) can't fall in a swamp again
because of loneliness.
That time when I cried,
it let me learn
how to give a blessing
(and) how to not turn around.
(I) experience embracing myself
in (my) tears.
Love is not an essential,
it's a kind of comparison.
How much are you willing to
(And will you) not hold a grudge and how much (you'll) get in return?
When I've thought clearly,
I'm already ready
to let go and love
boundlessly.
(You) need to wait patiently
(and) look attentively for love.
Feeling is very important.
(I'd) rather be empty-handed
(and) wait next time
for a real embrace.
I believe that in this world,
(I) will meet
the right person appearing
in the corner of my eye.
DESIRES
1) Slim down
2) Happiness Everyday!
3) Good Careerand Family
4) Right one To appear
5) Be loved
6) Everlasting true love
7) Friends forever
HATES
1)Fat 2)Broke 3)HeartBroken 4)Losing friends 5)to be Sad 6)Find The Wrong one
我愛他 VS I love him
他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢 His frivolousness stays in a certain car
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重 The winds in the subway are heavier than the memories
整座城市一直等着我 The whole city has been waiting for me
有一段感情还在漂泊 There is still a relationship drifting along
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天 The only regret is on the day he broke up
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来 My rushing tears could not be stopped
若那一刻重来 我不哭 If that moment happens again I will not cry
让他知道我可以很好 Let him know I can still be very well
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 I love him vigorously and most crazy
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 My dream relentlessly broken off but won't be forgotten
曾为他相信明天就是未来 Believed that tomorrow is the future because of him
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来 No matter how bad the circumstances I wasn't willing to wake up
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 I love him stumbling into despair
我的心深深伤过却不会忘 My heart is deeply hurt but will not forget
我和他不再属于这个地方 He and I no longer belong to this place
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐 Initially a heaven, ultimately an absurdity
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 Even if there are still regrets so what?
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗 Will I get better after being hurt, pained, understood?
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 Once relying on each others shoulder
如今各自在人海流浪 Now just wandering separately in a sea of people
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 I love him vigorously and most crazy
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 My dream relentlessly broken off but won't be forgotten
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 Couldn't escape hurting each other as love becomes deeper
越深的依赖 越多的空白 The deeper the dependence, the more blanks
该怎么去爱 How should we love?
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 I love him vigorously and most crazy
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 My dream relentlessly broken off but won't be forgotten
曾为他相信明天就是未来 Believed that tomorrow is the future because of him
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来 No matter how bad the circumstances I wasn't willing to wake up
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 I love him stumbling into despair
我的心深深伤过却不会忘 My heart is deeply hurt but will not forget
我和他不再属于这个地方 He and I no longer belong to this place
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐 Initially a heaven, ultimately an absurdity
如果还有遗憾是分手那天 If there is an regret, it's on the day we broke up
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来 My rushing tears could not be stopped
若那一刻重来 我不哭 If that moment happens again I will not cry
3months anniversary...
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